Uncommon Stories Read about the life and experiences we've had in Guatemala.
The
Hope of Transformation The Year 2008 marks Shalom Baptist School’s tenth year as an institution
of education and transformation. I say transformation because it’s been
amazing to see God’s hand moving in the lives of our students and graduates.
Take Emilio for example. When he received a scholarship to attend
Shalom several years ago, he was a severely undernourished child and unmotivated
to learn. His father had been working in the United States for many years, and
Emilio and his brothers suffered from the absence of a father figure. Emilio’s
older brother joined a gang, and for while, it looked like Emilio would follow
in his footsteps.
If you could see Emilio now, you wouldn’t recognize him
compared to the above description. He’s a healthy, happy teenager and
excelling as one of Shalom’s model students. He’s involved in our
church, youth ministry, and in most of our after-school programs and workshops.
His brother has left his former gang, and the family attends church together
each week. Emilio’s father, who he hasn’t seen in over eight years,
will be coming home in a few months. Emilio’s life and family have literally
been transformed over the years.
Of
course, for every success story at Shalom there are other families in serious
need of transformation. Angelica first entered our radar screen last year when
we discovered that she had been cutting herself and was severely depressed.
She met many times with our counselors at Shalom, and while her problems at
home didn’t stop, Angelica’s behavior and self-esteem seemed to
improve.
At the beginning of the 2008 school year, our counseling team
followed up with Angelica, and during her three-month summer break (October
through December), her depression and family problems had gotten worse. After
a month of counseling with Angelica, we were finally able to begin counseling
with her parents, who are the source of most of conflicts within their home.
Her parents have agreed to marital counseling and have made church attendance
a priority, but they’ve missed most of their appointments, and home life
for Angelica and her sisters hasn’t improved very much. So we pray, we
talk, we visit their home, and we wait for God’s transformation.
In March, most of the Christian world celebrated Easter, which
is a great symbol of transformation and life change. At Shalom Baptist School,
we not only believe in God’s power to change lives, but we absolutely
depend on it. For cases like Emilio, it is the evidence of the hope we have.
For dark situations like Angelica’s, we work and wait for the light to
come. Like the first believers who visited the tomb on that early Easter morning,
we come to Shalom each day, expecting to see God’s transformation in the
lives of our students and families.
Stories
you can read on this page...
The Changing Face of Shalom School (February
2007)
Down (but not out) in Guatemala (October 2006)
Dazed and Confused in Guatemala (July 2006)
Twelve to Change the World (March 2006)
Party Time! (November 2005)
A Less-than-miraculous Wedding (September 2005)
Through the Cracks and Back Again…a missionary’s
tale (July 2005)
Unholy Week (April 2005)
Take the Traffic for Instance (February 2005)
“Oh, say can you see, by the dawn’s early
luz?” (November 2004)
Preaching through the Rain (September 2004)
His Grace is Sufficient (August 2004)
The
Changing Face of Shalom School No matter how long I work and live in Guatemala, there are some things
that still shock and amaze me: a family of 4 on a small motorcycle; seeing an
incredible range of mountains and volcanoes on my way to work each day; the
incredible generosity of people who have so little; how I can feel the presence
of God so strong each time I walk onto the campus of Shalom School.
After an exhausting school year in 2006 (the school year is January
through October), our staff came up with a major recommendation for 2007: grow
larger by growing smaller. Our prayer was to somehow decrease our class sizes
to help with creative teaching and classroom management, but at the same time,
grow larger by adding new sections at different grade levels. The main challenge
was how to create 5-7 new teaching spaces before January 2007, but in the hands
of God and with the help of our architect/pastor, Alavaro Perdomo, anything
is possible.
After
preaching and visiting family in the States in December, I returned to a school
physically transformed. Three large, tiled classrooms exist where steps and
an old storage room used to stand. Our school offices now have a waiting area
to receive parents and students, with remodeled offices for our staff. We now
have two functioning computer labs so that every child can get experience on
a computer. The front of the school and church now resembles the White House
with stately lines, new columns, and decorative window frames. “We simply
wanted to do something that our students and church could really be proud of,”
stated Pastor Alvaro.
For those who have visited Shalom in the past, you honestly wouldn’t
recognize the place anymore. Here’s a quick recap of all the changes for
the 2007 school year:
-Completion of 4 new classrooms (one more will be finished in
February)
-2 Computer labs with a total of over 50 computers
-Remodeled areas for students, parents, school and church staff
-Renewed spirit, pride and energy for our church and school
Currently, our 2007 enrollment is 715 and climbing, and last year,
we recorded nearly 300 decisions for Christ through Shalom School students,
family members and events. While the face of Shalom has changed drastically,
our passion for Christ and education has remained the same. Also, while we may
look different, the obstacles of poverty, mal-nutrition and violence still threaten
us every day. Our only prayer is that God would continue to transform the lives
of our students and families as He has transformed our facilities.
Down
(but not out) in Guatemala I believe it was in August when my laptop crashed and the server for
our website went down. Thinking back on those days now, they seem like blessing
compared to the troubles we’ve had in the last month.
Our adventure began 4 weeks ago with car problems, major car problems.
Within a week, both cars had died in the streets needing significant repairs.
We were able to repair our gold one right away, while the red one stayed in
the shop (it’s still there by the way). Surviving on one car between Andrea’s
and my responsibilities has been tough: for many days it meant getting up at
5:00 am and leaving with Andrea and Reuben for Shalom. Reuben went a few times
to a preschool class, but most of the time he stayed with Andrea in her classroom
or with me in my meetings. There’s nothing like trying to teach or lead
a meeting with an active 3-year-old who wants all of your attention.
Then three weeks ago, we found out we were pregnant! While this
wasn’t planned, we thanked God for the blessing and were preparing for
the coming changes in our lives. Reuben was very excited as well, and insisted
on asking for two baby sisters. We told him it was up to God and not us, but
that only encouraged him to pray every day for his two “hermanitas.”
Next, we learned there could be a problem with the pregnancy.
In the ultrasound, it didn’t look like the egg was sticking to the uterine
wall like it should be. The doctor put Andrea on hormones and limited her activities,
and we waited. I don’t know if it was the hormones or the stress of the
pregnancy, but Andrea had a wreck in our only working car. Then I was an emotion
wreck: worrying about Andrea, thinking about the new baby, trying to care for
Reuben, driving Andrea and Reuben everywhere, attempting to work, worrying about
finances, and on the list goes. The only thing we could do was to put everything
in God’s hands and wait.
Last Wednesday, October 4, 2006, we had an afternoon doctor appointment
where Andrea found out that she lost the pregnancy. We also found out she needed
surgery to avoid any complications, which they had scheduled for that same night.
So in tears, we rushed home, packed Andrea’s bags, and drove across town
to get Andrea registered and prepared for the procedure. While it was a good
hospital, Andrea was upset with the nurses who tried 4 times before finally
getting the IV in her arm. Whether it was the pain, emotions or frustrations,
they wheeled her away crying only to leave me with Reuben crying and yelling,
“They’re taking my Mommy away!” After Andrea was out of sight
and Reuben had calmed down, we prayed together and left to find Reuben something
to eat. About an hour later, the doctor and Andrea called to let us know everything
was fine with operation. The next day we brought Andrea home from the hospital,
and slowly she’s been returning to normal activities.
Through
it all, God placed Psalm 127:1-2 on my heart:
“Unless the LORD builds the house, its builders labor in vain.
Unless the LORD watches over the city, the watchmen stand guard in vain.
In vain you rise early and stay up late, toiling for food to eat— for
he grants sleep to those he loves.”
At first, I was a little angry with this verse because at the
time, Reuben was waking us up every night. I wondered why God would promise
to give sleep to those He loves, and then withhold it from us. Was He trying
to tell us something? Did he really love us? If so, does that mean Psalm 127
is a lie?
A while ago, God changed my prayers and my opinion about these
verses. Instead of being frustrated about not getting what I wanted, I began
to trust in the promises of these verses. I claimed them every night. I prayed
with them and believed in them even if my circumstances seemed to the contrary.
No, I’m not advocating the power of positive thinking, or some kind of
name it-claim it theology. What I am saying is that we need to believe what
the Bible says and pray with persistence, even when we don’t see immediate
results. As an introduction to the parable of the persistent widow in Luke 18,
it says, “Then Jesus told his disciples a parable to show them that they
should pray and not give up.” (Luke 18:1) How many times have I been guilty
of the sin of giving up?
My family and I have lost a lot in the last month, and the only
thing I know for sure is that we are not giving up. I will continue to pray
that God will construct our lives according to his desire. We will pray for
his protection even when we feel under attack. I will pray for peaceful rest
through the storm. Over the last several weeks, it seems the only thing prayer
has changed is me, and maybe that’s the purpose to begin with. God wants
our total dependence, and if we will pray and not lose heart, he will draw us
into his arms.
Dazed and Confused in Guatemala It has been my experience that miracles take a lot of prayer and patience.
That is what makes Roberto’s story even more fantastic…it all happened
in 48 hours.
Our school day began at 7 am as our teaching staff loaded the
buses and corralled about 90 8th graders for a one-day spiritual retreat. As
usual, we were gathering last-minute items, and Roberto, our teacher in charge
of in-school suspension, was driving the bus. We arrived at the camp and began
our first worship service as Iván and some of the other teachers prepped
our games for team competitions later that day. That’s when all the fun
began.
As the service ended, Iván approached me to tell me that
Roberto had apparently fallen on a concrete ramp while trying to set up a game
station. I say “apparently” because he was alone at the time, and
he couldn’t remember what happened. He also seemed confused about where
he was and what he was doing at the camp. Since most of my responsibilities
were taken care of and I was the only one with a car, I volunteered to take
Roberto to the hospital.
When
we got in the car, I expected to see blood or some kind of large whelp on his
head, but all that was there was a small scratch just above his right ear. Nothing
to worry about, right? As we drove away from the camp, it was obvious there
was plenty to be concerned about. Roberto asked me, “Did I fall or something?”
“Did I drive the bus this morning?” I answered his questions, and
five minutes later, he asked me the same exact questions over again. He repeated
this every 3-5 minutes. Now I know most of us have had an experience as kids
where you or a sibling repeated the same thing over and over to pester the rest
of the family. You have no idea how nerve-racking and painful it was to answer
his questions over and over again knowing he would ask them again in a few moments.
Finally, I had one hand on the wheel and another hand on his shoulder praying
for him as we drove toward the hospital.
Pastor Alvaro was waiting for us at the door of Manos de Amor,
and he jumped in the car with us with paperwork ready to give to the emergency
room. While waiting to see the doctor, we prayed again. Trying to remain calm,
I continued to answer Roberto’s repeated questions as well as asking a
few of my own. He basically remembered everything about his life until the last
24 hours or so. He couldn’t tell you what day it was, if he had eaten
breakfast, nothing. I had to answer questions for the doctor since Roberto couldn’t
remember what happened. At one point in the hospital, I lost Roberto for about
15 minutes because he went to the bathroom and didn’t come back. I finally
found him waiting in a completely different room in another part of the hospital.
After a few hours of waiting, x-rays and waiting some more, Alvaro
found someone else to sit with Roberto while I drove another driver back to
the camp for the 90+ that would be waiting to go home. My worry over Roberto
quickly changed to hope when I realized who I would be taking back to camp.
You see, two weeks ago, we had a problem with a student at Shalom, and at the
root of her problems was her feelings of abandonment from her Dad. I had been
praying since for the opportunity to speak directly with the father, and when
that same father showed up to help drive the bus, I knew God was working in
the middle of this crisis. For the next 45 minutes, I had private, uninterrupted
time to share what God had put in my heart with this parent. We had a great
conversation, and I could feel God’s presence as we traveled to the camp.
I arrived at camp in time to help finish out the worship time
and pray with 6 students who accepted Christ. I know I’ve told you other
stories about kids accepting Christ at Shalom, but this one is a little different.
Without a doubt, this year’s 8th graders have been our most problematic
group of youth in the school. For several reasons, I felt we didn’t plan
or prepare enough for this retreat. There were several distractions that day
including Roberto’s accident. Finally, some of the youth who accepted
Christ are key leaders and influencers with this group. Even with my concern
about Roberto, I was praising God for what He was doing and what He would continue
to do.
We arrived back at Shalom to find out that Roberto had been sent
to another hospital across town to see some specialists. The x-rays had shown
the impact to his skull was deep, explaining the memory problems. Ivan and I
drove across town to the other hospital only to have to wait longer to talk
with the doctors about his condition. In the meantime, they told us that Roberto
was in the shower. Forty-five minutes later, we were informed that he was still
in the shower, and that’s when it dawned on us that he couldn’t
remember how long he was in there! Well, we finally convinced the nurses to
check on him, and a few minutes later we were able to visit with a very water-logged
Roberto. We talked with him, prayed with him and even joking asked if he could
remember that he was getting married. Though he still didn’t have his
memory, his sense of humor and faith in God was still in tact. Before leaving,
I heard him mention the name of the camp for the first time, which gave me even
more hope that he would come out of this thing OK.
To make a long story longer, Roberto regained his memory about
24 hours later. He even showed up at church on Sunday. He’s been recuperating
at home all week, and he’ll be returning to work and ministry soon. Driving
home from the hospital that night and reflecting on the extremely long, eventful
day, I thought about how precious my life, family and faith are. I wondered
what it would be like to never remember another moment in my son’s life.
How I would feel if I couldn’t remember another conversation I had with
Andrea or if I couldn’t memorize another verse from the Bible...ever.
If you lost your short-term memory today, would you be satisfied with your relationship
with God, family and friends? Just something to think (and pray) about. Thanks
for all your prayers for Roberto and his family.
Twelve to Change the World
There
is an obvious special meaning to the number 12 in the Bible. The Hebrew year
was divided into 12 months, the day into 12 hours. There were 12 tribes of Israel.
Jesus chose 12 disciples. Twelve is a special number in the eyes of God.
That number has taken on a special significance to me these days
because in the last two weeks, we have had twelve children and youth receive
Christ in our school devotionals. Some are students we’ve been working
with for a few years and others just heard about Jesus for the first time. Over
the course of this year, Shalom School will see hundreds (yes, I said hundreds)
come to know Jesus as their Savior. These will be youth who were one step away
from ending their lives because of gangs, drugs or abuse in their homes. These
will be children who came to Shalom for the first time heard about the love
of Jesus. These will be parents who we visited in their homes or who came for
our weekly prayer times. The statistics by the end of the year will be overwhelming,
as well as the challenge to disciple them.
But
for now, I’m just thinking about these twelve. What plans does God have
for their lives? Is there a next great doctor, engineer or pastor in these 12?
What can God possibly do with 12 ordinary students? Change the world. If you’re
in doubt, just ask Jesus how many he needed.
Please pray for these 12 and the ones who will follow in their
footsteps this year at Shalom. Pray for our faculty as they juggle their jobs
and families, and try to minister to our students on a daily basis. Finally,
we officially said farewell this month to Dilia de Mauricio. For those who have
been to Shalom, you’ll recognize the name and face. Not only has she been
with Shalom School since the beginning, but she’s been involved in Christian
education and evangelism for 26 years. Because of health problems, she had to
step down at the beginning of the school year. It was a tough decision for her,
and it left us with some big shoes to fill as well. God only knows how many
youth she led to Christ, counseled with and loved over the years. If only one
of these 12 has the same kind of impact that Dilia did, we’ve got a lot
to look forward to. To God be the glory!
Party
Time!
This has been is a crazy month of celebrating for Guatemalans, but particularly
for us at Shalom Baptist Church. In September we are not only celebrating the
church’s anniversary, but the 7th anniversary of the ministry of the school.
I say the “ministry of the school” because that’s exactly
what it is: a ministry. As you may know, we’ve seen over 300 children,
youth and employees accept Christ this year. We’ve visited countless homes
and prayed with more families than I can remember. Our teaching staff has grown
and changed, and God continues to give them strength to work with some of the
most challenging students I’ve ever seen. One of the coolest things I’ve
seen is that God has elevated the school’s vision about who we are and
what we can accomplish. It’s not enough just to come to school; our students
deserve a great education. It’s not enough to win others to Christ if
we are not discipling them and connecting them with the ministry of the church.
We want to do more than expose students to creative arts and activities; we
want to send them out on ministry projects and mission teams.
A
few weeks ago, I had the privilege of hosting the very first class at Shalom
in our new library. I say our new library, but right now, it’s really
my office because our planned space for the library only has half walls and
no roof. Anyway, we invited one of our preschool classes to come for their very
first library time. Their response was incredible. Even though many in this
class couldn’t read, you would have thought we were giving out gold as
we passed the books around and helped them discover this new world. This is
indeed a new journey for them, too. Most of our classrooms don’t have
text books and the great majority of our families don’t own a single book
in their home. It’s hard for me to even imagine my childhood or Reuben’s
without books. These children couldn’t contain their enthusiasm as they
traded books, looked and pictures and tried to read. And then it hit me. How
can we develop a love for the Bible in these children if we they don’t
have a love for books and reading in general? Why did God choose to reveal himself
in such a prominent way through a book? What will the impact of our library
be on future Christians, pastors and missionaries from Shalom?
Above:
Preaching for our preschool graduation, Mark stops to pose with a graduate.
Right: Shalom School elected her very first Superlatives for everything from
Most Talented to Most Christlike. As a part of their reward, we took them for
their own photoshoot at some of the city's most beautiful spots. Left: During
our anniversary celebration at the chruch, Shalom was surprised by a special
congradulatory message from Pastor Craig Loscalzo from Immanuel Baptist in Lexington,
KY. (Thanks agian, Craig!)
A Less-than-miraculous Wedding
In the NT, the Wedding at Cana was an incredible event because it was Jesus’
first recorded miracle, not because it was his first wedding. Surely Jesus had
been to other weddings and knew the customs and family traditions. My wedding
story here in GT was interesting not because of any miracles, but because it
was my first, with many surprises along the way....
My saga begins on Tuesday night at 10:37 pm, when Edgar, one of
our high school teachers, calls me to ask if I can come to his wedding...THAT
SATURDAY. Though I had family in town and a mission team coming in that weekend,
I thought I might be able to squeeze it in. When I told Edgar I would have to
call him the next day to confirm, he told me that he needed a quick response
since I was the “padrino” for the wedding. “Oh really,”
I replied, wondering whether or not to feel honored to be asked or offended
that he was asking me four days prior. Let me also regress to say that I thought
Edgar was already married because he originally told me he was getting married
in May, when my family and I were in the States. Then the revelation hits that
they postponed the nuptials to wait on my return as the “padrino.”
What
is a “padrino?” (OK, I’ll stop using quotations now.) We’ll
I thought it was something like a Godfather or a respected person who stands
in support of the couple. Through the next 24 hours, I prayed about whether
this was something I should be standing for. You see, Edgar is a growing, faith-filled
Christian, but he’s made his share of mistakes: His bride-to-be Monica
was 7 months pregnant. I also made a covenant back in Lexington that I wouldn’t
perform a ceremony for anyone that didn’t have premarital counseling,
and now I was being asked to stand in support of a couple with no counseling
and a newborn coming in less than 2 months. After much prayer, I decided to
agree to be a part of the wedding with the condition that they would do some
post-marital counseling with me. I figured that nothing would be gained if I
said no, but I may be able to get them on the right track after the big event.
So with my new title as padrino, I spent my time hosting family
and a mission team, not thinking too much about the Saturday night affair. On
Saturday afternoon, during the mission team’s performance at a mall, I
decided to ask my buddy Ivan about what it means to be a padrino. At first,
we talked about the sponsor/Godfather role, but the more we talked, the more
I realized that I was going to be the best man that night.
The wedding took place at Edgar’s home, just a stone’s
throw from Shalom, and I arrived about 15 minutes early to make sure I knew
what to do. Of course, I was the first one there, and Edgar greeted me half
dressed at the door. AN HOUR LATER, most of the guests finally arrived and the
only thing we needed was the bride. About 5 minutes before she walked in, I
got to wondering if there was still something about my role in all of this that
I could be missing. After asking some other friends at the wedding, I finally
figured out that was expected to preach during the ceremony as well. So with
only five minutes of prep, and we took our places and began.
Now I’m told there are many kinds of weddings here in GT,
including the traditional church ones we are familiar with in the States. This
one, however, was brand new to me. They basically had a secular, official part
of the ceremony led by lawyer, whose presentation reminded me of a mediocre
comic on amateur night. He basically took them through the vows and gave them
advice about love and marriage (which really irritated me). The only thing that
was missing was a spotlight and hecklers. Now remember that Guatemalans don’t
trust anyone, and they are obsessed with documents, signatures and stamps. So
can you guess what the highlight of the ceremony was? You guessed it: The signing
of the marriage license! Yes, the one part of American weddings that is usually
done in private with no fanfare was the main attraction: Camera flashes, parents’
signatures, applause, and the pronouncement of husband and wife.
Then it was my turn for the spiritual stuff. After listening to
the bad comic, I decided to preach about the biblical definition of love and
what God expected from their marriage. Everyone listed and seemed to enjoy,
and the happy couple appreciated my presence there. Well, by this time, it was
after 9 pm, I had had a full day, and my ride was leaving. I tried to leave
gracefully, but Edgar insisted that I stay and eat, promising to get me home
afterwards. How could I say no to the newlyweds?
That’s when the adventure really began. The meal portion
of the night was unusual for me because bride and groom served everyone. Yes,
Edgar in his suit and Monica in her bridal gown served all 50 people crammed
into their home. Also, the bride and groom didn’t even sit together during
the meal. Edgar sat with me and talked the whole time. By this time it was raining
and nearly 10 pm, so I let Edgar know he needed to find a family member to take
me home. About 30 minutes later, I realized that Edgar and his bride would be
taking me home, in addition to their Aunt and 4 cousins. So in typical Guatemalan
style, we squeezed into Edgar’s compact and headed for home. He asked
if we could take his Aunt home first, and I said that would be no problem.
I couldn’t have been more wrong. Seems his extended family
lives in a place called “Los Canelitos,” which translates to “middle
of nowhere.” We were driving 45 minutes in the rain, with fogged windows,
through some of the most tumultuous dirt roads and mountains. Edgar and I are
up front wiping off the windshield with toilet paper every 5 minutes just to
dodge the road craters and pedestrians. At one point, I thought they were taking
me to sacrifice a Gringo at a volcano. Maybe this was another GT wedding tradition.
After being on the road an hour, Edgar asks how we usually “unfog”
our windows in America. I explained about the defrost section on the air unit,
and of course, Edgar tries it and it clears up in about 3 minutes.
The funny thing is that for the first hour of our journey, Edgar’s
poor pregnant wife (still in her wedding gown) is the back seat dealing with
cold wind and rain because the groom has his window down trying to defog the
windshield. At one point, I even asked if she would be OK, not wanting her to
get sick or anything. Edgar just replied, “Oh, she’ll be just fine.”
I finally arrived at my house about midnight, exhausted, but with an experience
to remember. I got to talk and share a lot with Edgar and Monica during our
lengthy trip home, and I was reminded how special it is for some people here
to see the faith of these crazy American missionaries who would take the time
and effort to show up at their wedding. I may not have turned water into wine,
but the evening was funny, unexpected and miraculous in its own way.
Through the Cracks and Back Again
a missionary’s tale
When I originally wanted to write this, I wanted to call it “Falling
through the Cracks,” because that was exactly how I was feeling at the
time. We were losing the battle with discipline at school, and things were getting
more chaotic. Andrea and I were tired, frustrated, attacking one another, and
in general need of a break. Reuben had broken his arm, and I didn’t know
if I was more worried about his health or our finances. I wanted to focus more
on the spiritual side of Shalom, like meeting with teenagers and developing our
discipleship programs, but I found myself shoulders-deep in meeting with administration,
writing student codes of conduct and designing in-school suspension for our wonderful
wayward youth.
Then on an especially long, hot day, full of meetings, screaming
kids and general disorder, Sam and I returned to our car in the afternoon to
find
our front windshield smashed in. Actually, I had walked by the car a few
times that afternoon, but I was in such a blur, I didn’t notice a thing.
Our best guess is that one of our neighbors (drunken neighbors, that is)
decided to send a friendly message that he didn’t like all the cars
parked in his street and all the activity and noise coming from the school.
Message received, thank you very much.
And thank You, God, for helping make
an already bad day worse (Feel the sarcasm). Would it really have been
that hard to provide a little protection
when I needed it the most? Did you really call me to Guatemala to write attendance
policies and be the discipline enforcer at the school? Wasn’t it enough
to sell most of our stuff, leave our job security, and take our family to
a dangerous place? Isn’t it sufficient that every day I’m reminded
that I’m a stranger in a strange land? Like Jim Carrey’s character
in Bruce Almighty, it felt like God was just a mean kid with an ant hill
and a magnifying glass. Maybe it was time to pack up and search for higher
ground…oh, wait a minute…we’re already living at a high
elevation. So where do we go from here?
One thing that came none too soon
was our vacation to the US. Home sweet home…sort of. (Check out my article in the Batcave to hear about some
incredible things that God did while we were there.) It was nice to be in
the States, but it was strange being there without our own home to go to.
The hospitality was great everywhere we went, but between Reuben’s
sleep schedule getting messed up from the time changes and all of us getting
sick every other week because we’re not used to air-conditioning anymore,
we were actually looking forward to getting back to Guatemala and our own
beds. The things we continue to miss the most are family, friends, Chinese
food and any combination of chocolate-peanut butter (in that order). Special
thanks goes out to fam and friends in FL, TN and LEX for everything…we
had a wonderful time.
So we found ourselves back in Guatemala (without our
luggage, mind you…for
all those who heard my message in Lexington, you can chuckle with irony now),
and right back into the thick of school, ministry and life all over again.
I say all over again, but it’s really a new beginning in a lot of ways.
Here’s a rundown of a few of God’s little changes….
1. Our
family time together abroad helped us to communicate more as a family. Andrea
and I are doing much better, and we seem to have more patience and
love for each other these days.
2. School discipline has actually gotten better, and we have finished our
first week of In-School Suspension. I talked to one of the girls who had
the honor of being one of our first inmates, excuse me, “suspendidos,” and
she was looking forward to going back to her regular classes. I said, “Is
this your last day?” She answered, “Yes, thank God!”
3. Reuben turned 2 last week, and he is constantly amazing and entertaining
us with humor and imagination. (See pics on the Boy Wonder page.)
4. Twelve kids received Christ today during our worship time at school. Some
of them were our older youth who have been particularly resistant to God.
I also got to witness to a 6th grader named Samuel. After our talk, I think
that he has trouble believing that God would actually love him. Please pray
for him when you can.
5. I’ve started preaching in Spanish without any notes! It’s
still rough, but I’m progressing and my mind doesn’t seem to
have to work so hard.
6. Andrea and I seem to be getting more rest these days, which has been an
incredible blessing.
So here we are, back again to face another year of ministry
and surprises. Two months ago, we felt like we were falling through the cracks
of life and
ministry, but God was with us all along. Not only was he big enough to take
my criticism and doubt, but his love was great enough to be patient with
me in the process. Maybe next time I’ll have the faith of Job, who
in the middle of devastating life storms, fell to the ground in worship and
sang: “Naked I came from my mother’s womb, and naked I will depart.
The Lord gave and the Lord has taken away; may the name of the Lord be praised.” Here’s
to another year of cracks and volcano-top experiences, may we praise Him
through it all.
Unholy Week
I mentioned on the homepage that Easter Week here was a bit of a disappointment.
As a missionary here, I don’t want to be critical of the Guatemalan
culture, but I was pretty irritated all week at how the culture here has
taken away the significance of Holy Week from the majority of the people
and the churches here. Let’s face it, the American culture has robbed
or transformed the significance of spiritual celebrations in the States as
well. My paradigm, however, over the past several years has been to daily
focus on the sacrifice and resurrection power of Christ from Palm Sunday
through Easter. Our church in Lexington usually has a “Maundy” Thursday
foot-washing service, and somber Good Friday worship experience, and theme-driven
Sunday worship times for Palm and Easter Sundays. For good and bad reasons,
Easter Sunday is usually has the biggest attendance of the year, and most
churches try to make the most of that opportunity.
Here in Guatemala, they use
the term “Holy Week” like Americans
use the phrase “Spring Break.” Christians and pagans alike say, “Happy
Holy Week,” or “Have a great Holy Week,” but they really
mean, “Have a great time at the beach,” or “Enjoy your
time off from work.” The gym where I work out even had a “Holy
Week Countdown” to remind participants to get in shape for their bikinis.
The more I heard it over the week, the more it got under my skin. Also, most
evangelical churches do NOTHING during Holy Week. Most are lucky to have
services on Easter Sunday.
While most evangelical Christians are soaking in the rays at the
beach, our Catholic brothers and sisters are busy profiting financially from
the week. The tourism department publishes schedules for all the parades and
prayer vigils for the week. Parade participants are charged money for the honor
of carrying religious symbols during the week. High-tourist towns like Antigua
charge by the car just to get into the city during Holy Week.
Holy
Week in Guatemala did make me stop and think about what is important about
that week and about my life in general. As I struggled with the culture
here, it did make me devote more time to personal prayer and appreciating
Jesus’ sacrifice and love. I also got the opportunity to preach on
Easter Sunday, and for the first time, I preached in Spanish. I was mostly
reading from my notes the whole time, but I could feel not only the presence
of the Holy Spirit but also from the people supporting me as I spoke in their
language. As I think more and more about it, maybe my experience here forced
me to take more personally the significance of Jesus life and death. In years
past, maybe I have relied more on the church to cause me to appreciate the
week, rather than being led by God’s presence.
As mentioned on the home
page, I am also rejoicing over the 100+ children and youth who accepted Christ
into their hearts during the March. This is
both a blessing and a burden as we now attempt to follow-up, counsel and
disciple all these new Christians. Who knows…maybe this will be a new
generation of Christ followers who take the life, death and resurrection
of Jesus to heart both privately and publicly on Holy Week and every other
week.
14For Christ's love compels us, because we are convinced that
one died for all, and therefore all died. 15And he died for all, that those
who live
should
no longer live for themselves but for him who died for them and was raised
again. 16So from now on we regard no one from a worldly point of view.
Though we once regarded Christ in this way, we do so no longer. 17Therefore,
if
anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has
come!
2 Corinthians 5:14-17
Take
the Traffic for Instance
Living in Guatemala for almost eight months, it’s interesting how my perspective
has changed in little ways. Take the traffic for instance. For the past six
months, we have endured some of the worst traffic conditions I’ve ever
encountered… detours, road closings, long delays, bi-weekly changing traffic
patterns, aggressive drivers… and on the list goes. The most annoying
part of the whole experience is that the ride home will usually be great until
the last two kilometers, which could take as long as two hours to drive or as
short as 10 minutes. Every afternoon we will drive home just wondering what
the last 2k will have in store for us.
The long delays have also made me more observant of the daily progress of
the roadway construction company. I never thought I would say this, but I
almost cried with tears of joy when the first part of construction was paved
and completed. In the days preceding its opening, we would all comment on
the little signs of progress, when we thought it would be completed, and
what the implications would be when the project was finished. There are still
two more sections to be completed, and everyday it seems to be a topic of
conversation in our house or in the car.
Why am I telling you this? Because it’s a great
metaphor for what God is doing to me spiritually right now. When we lived
in the states, I
was usually too busy and too success-oriented to be able to see the small
miracles and transformations that were happening right under my nose. My
life was too hectic trying to get results with big programming that I think
I missed the bigger picture of what God was doing around me. While it is
true that something as simple as driving to work or going to the bank is
a major ordeal here, it has deepened my well of patience and caused me to
take a closer look at things.
Like the other day at school, I was teaching my regular
Thursday music workshop for middle and high schoolers. We have divided
them up into different instrument
groups to teach them praise and worship, and I’m in charge of vocals.
So here I am playing and singing outside with 6 youth who are trying as hard
as they can to learn how to sing and praise the Lord. What are the odds of
an American from Tennessee working weekly with 6 teens from one of the poorest
neighborhoods in the world? What plans does He have to use these youth to
encourage others or just glorify God? Does God want to use Sergio to be a
pastor and shepherd others some day? Will God spark something in Sandra to
make her smile once again? What will God do in my heart as I teach and sing
and lead each week?
The answer the these questions are as certain in my mind
as my afternoon drive home, but one thing is for sure: I’m waiting
and watching to see the progress and witness what God will do next.
"Oh, say can you see, By the dawn’s
early luz?"
After two months of working with Shalom School, I got to experience my first
graduation ceremony with them. It was great to see so many students in cap
and gowns, families taking pictures, and genuine hope for their futures.
We had nearly 25 high school graduates this year, and each one of them stopped
for hugs and pictures with family after receiving their diplomas. For about
two and half hours we were able to forget the problems and poverty in the
community, and just celebrate this milestone in their lives.
As the new pastor of the school, it was my honor to sit with the teachers
and directors on stage as the ceremony processed. I didn’t anticipate
being honored in this way since I’ve only been here a few months, but
I’ve learned to expect the unexpected working here. Then it happened.
In the middle of the ceremony, after they sang the national anthem of Guatemala,
their CD player broke. Then in the middle of the school song, they sent word
to me that I would be singing the American national anthem in about two minutes…a
cappella. (If you’re wondering, they sing our national anthem in respect
to so many American churches and individuals who have supported the church
and school over the years.)
Two things struck me in that moment. One, in all my years of singing in
churches, schools, universities, etc., I had never been asked to sing the
national anthem before. It took me moving to Guatemala of all places for
someone to ask me to sing our homeland’s song.
Also, have you ever wondered how people mess up the National Anthem at public
events? I’ve heard people butcher this song before at NBA games or
totally blank out on the words on national TV. Now in defense, it’s
not the easiest song in the world, and for me, my mind has been immersed
in Spanish for five months. With a two minute head start, I racked my brain
to remember (in English) all the words to the song. I even had to ask the
visiting American preacher next to me a few phrases just before it was my
time.
As I sang this familiar song, it had new meaning for me performing
before this audience of Guatemalans. I felt a different sense of pride as I
sang those words from Francis Scott Key. I’ll never serve in the military
overseas or be a gold-medal Olympian on foreign soil, but for that moment, my
appreciation for God and country surged in my veins like never before. And I
remembered all the words.
About six hours after all spectacle and excitement, after all the families
and graduates had left, a 16-year-old girl showed up to the church in the
middle of the night. She couldn’t go home because her father said he
was going to kill her. The church took her in, found a family for her to
stay with, and we’ve been working almost daily to help reconcile her
with her father. It’s back to reality for everyone here, but it sure
was good for the moment…
Preaching
through the Rain
Last Saturday, I preached (in English)
for the school's anniversary. We were an hour late because this big hoopti
(no hoopti is not
in the dictionary, but it means old and broken down) semi-truck filled
with junk car parts overturned in front of the Shell station just down
from Shalom.
It took an hour to travel about three miles. When I got up to speak, the
microphone didn't work for the first 10 minutes. Then it began to rain
hard, and on that metal roof in the
sanctuary, it was incredibly loud. Finally, about two-thirds of the way
through my message, the power went out, you couldn't even see your hand
in front
of your face, and all the children began to scream and cry. We just tried
to conclude and get off the stage...what a disaster! The sad part is that
I prayed very hard for this time because there were several parents there
who either don’t believe in God or who aren’t a part of a Christian
fellowship. I don't think Satan (yes, I believe in Satan) wanted them to
hear God's Word that night. Hopefully, they heard something that God will
use to penetrate their hearts. On a lighter side, you guys would have laughed
to see me try to get through everything that night.
His Grace is Sufficient
After arriving here in mid-July, we’ve
been setting up our home (Thank you Kelly!), meeting with Pastor Alvaro,
and trying to figure out what exactly we are doing here. We are learning
quickly that everything here takes time and patience (notice the irony between
quickly and taking time). For example, just to get a phone line for your
home, you need a letter of permission from the home owner, two past bank
statements, a copy of your paid electricity or water bill (“electric” bill
if you’re from Kentucky), a letter from your employer about how much
you make per month and two letters of recommendation--just to get a phone
line!
Two weeks ago, we had our dogs flown in from the states
so our entire family could be together. I was told to get to the cargo
offices early to get their
paperwork started. I got to the airport by 4:00 pm which I thought was plenty
of time before their 7:30 pm flight arrival. Some of the paperwork began
to be processed, but by the time the dogs arrived in Guatemala, the fun had
just begun. After giving the airline people at least 8 documents, I was told
by the cargo office that I wouldn’t be able to get the dogs that evening.
I went to another office that told me it was possible, but I needed to get
more documentation from a third office. The third office would accept my
paper work only if it had a stamp from the first office I visited. Then I
went to that office only to find out that it needed to be stamped by someone
in the second office. This kind of fun went on for the next six hours…I
finally arrived home with our dogs at 1:00 am.
We’re learning that there is a true culture of mistrust here, and
that we feel we have very little control over anything: modern conveniences,
the traffic, the weather. Everything takes time here, there’s nothing
instant. A quick errand to the supermarket can easily take 2-3 hours. I think
God has begun to teach us the true nature of patience and dependence on God.
In Lexington, I used to tell my students all the time that God rarely calls
us to do something that doesn’t first require risk and waiting. Now
we seem to be living metaphors for this as we work out our new lives in Guatemala.
Isaiah 40:31 says “those who wait for the LORD shall renew their strength,
they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary,
they shall walk and not faint.”
We’ve been waiting, but we feel weaker, not stronger. Maybe that’s
what dependence is all about. I think God is preparing and strengthening
us by letting us know that nothing can be done with out depending on Him.
In America, we had so much at our disposal…so much that we could do
instantly. I think it lulled us into believing that God is just a friendly
helper when we need Him, like a mall cop or ATM. But He is so much more.
He is in control, whether I choose to believe it or not, and his power is
ready to fuel my life, if I will just give it to Him. I think that’s
why Paul wrote the following in 2 Corinthians 12:9:
“ My grace is sufficient for you, for power is made perfect in weakness.
So, I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ
may dwell in me.”